Dreams And Nightmares

Do ever close your eyes and see the ocean and hear the sound of freedom

No more feeling numb you feel like you found yourself and everything is finally going amazing then all u hear is someone saying wake up and when u open your eyes you're not at the ocean anymore feeling free what you really is feeling is locked up

I've been waiting for my superhero with the black cape to free me from this cage the cage of feeling alone i have everything i could ask for my parents are still alive i have family and a love life and i’m somewhat happy but i can wait to close my eyes so i can escape from the reality that with all the thing going right i can only think of the bad that’s going on in my life and is it worth my happiness and love

And this time i don’t want to open up my eyes but when they close im dreaming i’m free but when they open i’m living a nightmare within myself

Trying to keep going on throughout the nightmare but it’s only getting worse and every turn i make in it i’m getting hurt even stabbed in the back or suffocating myself and the pain in the houses i been to as a sad worthless little girl that couldn’t protect herself but the nightmare teaches me that i’m suffocating myself by holding on the past and the dreams teach me i just have to allow myself to feel free and and peaceful.